Author-Speaker-Coach-Reiki Master

WELCOME FROM NICOLE

So…I was the girl who never thought I deserved nice things, financial security, a loving husband (certainly not one that treated me like a Queen!), precious children, or a successful career. A happily-ever-after life was pure fiction. Fantasy. That only happened in the movies right?

Depressed, abused, forever struggling, suffering from complex post-traumatic stress with one horrible tragedy after another-I thought I’d always be that woman pressing her nose up to the glass of the window of a beautiful life. I just wanted to die. Truly. And one day, I almost succeeded in fulfilling that self-proclaimed prophecy.

-Excerpt from A Queen Saves Herself by Nicole B. Gebhardt

In the third book I’m releasing, A Queen Saves Herself, I shared my personal story of transformation and triumph. In it, I share some tough and incredibly raw stories but also, stories of healing, transformation, and victory.

A Queen embraces her power and doesn’t wait for others to build her Queendom. She takes charge and lives in a bold and authentic way. In fact, it’s the only path to realizing one’s greatness. Yet, the journey is not all fairy tales and pretty pictures. Quite the contrary.

When I wrote my first book, The Queen’s Companion, I concluded that if I shared my story alone, my readers would be asking throughout “how did she do this? How did she survive and turn her life around? Perhaps she figured it out but what about me?” My objective in writing my memoir, the first book, was to inspire women globally. I believed I needed to share my process and the methods I learned which are now used to assist my coaching clients and women I meet every day. So another publishing project, The Queen’s Companion Book, was born.

More news-I just completed and am now launching my second published book, The Healing Cocoon: Emergence after Infant and Pregnancy Loss. It’s dedicated to my infant son, Samuel. I lost my adorable nine week old baby boy to Sudden Infant Death Syndrome (SIDS). I also sustained two miscarriages. These unfathomable and painful experiences are at the core of my passion for infant loss and miscarriage awareness.

I will forever be an advocate and ambassador to break the silence. 1 in 4 pregnancies results in miscarriage. Over 2 million more annually and worldwide are stillbirths. SIDS claims 38.4 deaths per 100,000 live births in the United States. The grief is unmeasurable and yet, most live this traumatic chapter without any or adequate support.

As women, as queens, we are servant leaders to raise each other up. Turning pain into passion, I made YOU my why.

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The Healing Cocoon

Book Release & Campaign


Today, we are breaking the silence to initiate my transformative healing process for millions of women.

In doing so, I am launching my book, The Healing Cocoon: Emergence After Infant and Pregnancy Loss. It will be available online, in bookstores, through infant loss and women’s support charities, churches and others.

It’s my mission to get a copy into the hands of every woman who needs it; to ensure that they know they are not alone and give them the tools to heal and live again wholly.

The book launch includes a multiple faceted campaign inspired by my angel baby, Samuel after he claimed his wings at only nine weeks. 

EVERY DAY from this day forth through Mother’s Day, May 12, 2024:

 I will announce where you can buy the book with multiple campaigns;

 I will donate copies of the book to those in need and who cannot afford to purchase it and earmark a  portion of the book sales to related charities;

I will appear for book signings in major cities (watch for the list of my confirmed book tour dates!) and speak to groups of women;

I will use my  platform as an author, speaker, coach, and ambassador to make an impact for these women and be their voice; and

I will be joined by corporate, nonprofit, and high-profile, celebrity  changemakers who are also committed to make a difference in a world where silence and despair reigns instead of openness, hope,  healing, and empowerment for women who have sustained these unfathomable losses. 

Let’s  unite with an unwavering dedication of  purpose. I need your participation and support.

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In every woman there is a queen.

Speak to the queen and the queen will answer.



Nicole's childhood was darkened by molestation and rape; her young adult life clouded by years of depression, an abusive marriage, and the death of her infant son. She suffered from low self-esteem and floundered in her identity and purpose.

Through a fateful and almost fatal fall down the stairs, Nicole began a journey of self-exploration that led her to overcome grief, addiction, and unworthiness. Not wanting to accept negative titles, she shook off the victim persona, met struggles head on, and ultimately rose to claim her virtual crown as a “Bad-Ass Queen.” Now happy and fulfilled, Nicole has a prince of a husband, with a family of delightful and distinctly talented children. She lives her passion as a coach, Reiki Master, author, and speaker—with unlimited drive to empower women worldwide.

Featuring Nicole’s unique spirit and style, this exclusive workbook-like companion is curated for readers, as both a standalone and an accompaniment to her poignant memoir, A Queen Saves Herself: A Story of Transformation and Triumph.

The 12-step methodology developed by Author-Speaker-Coach, Nicole B. Gebhardt, unlocks techniques, secrets, and guidance in an all-encompassing compendium for a gratifying life and career. It is a continually relevant resource that you will also revisit for an extra refresh when needed.

The Queen's Companion Book: Rule Your Throne. Own Your Queendom is the readers’ equivalent of a luxurious retreat that provides detailed insights into how to take charge of your life and direct your own destiny, professionally and personally. Supported by a focus group of over 2000 women, this book uses the same techniques the author implemented in transforming and triumphing in her own life, as well as supporting her clients in similar life transitions.

This immersive and holistic experience is Nicole B. Gebhardt’s gift to you: an inestimable must-read for any woman looking for strength, renewal, heartfelt support, a true plan of action, and newfound level of joy. In these beautiful and enveloping pages, you too will achieve a well-developed sense of awareness; come to know you deserve the life you've dreamed of; can indeed make every aspect of that vision happen; and are worthy of every multi-faceted jewel of it.

The Upcoming Third Book Release


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